I've been up since 4am. I hate it when I wake because of pain and then can't get back to sleep because my mind starts racing about things. I have 3 main things on my mind each with their own blog
Firstly, it's my brothers 40th birthday today. I have sent a present and card but my worry is that I need to call him later to wish him a happy birthday. My brother and I have never been close no matter how much I've tried so I keep saying in my head to give up - but I can't. I have tried to contact him quite a few times in the past few months but I've heard nothing. I contacted his wife, we chatted about the kids, when I discussed David she stopped replying to email. I've ask my parents, they have no clue what's wrong and tell me I'm worrying about nothing. It isn't nothing. My worry today is how do I speak to him on the phone today without mentioning it and risking an argument ? Oh I forgot to say he also deleted me from facebook I've resent friend requests several times but never been accepted. It's just odd ! We haven't fallen out - to my knowledge ! Hmm I don't know
Next !
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